Monday, 19 February 2007
Dear blogs,
Lately things turn out as a disaster in dreams.Family,Frens,Dance,Exams..I guess mi head will be flying off somwhere els apart frem mi body anityme i guess..Im such a frust girl...i kip on loosing something i adored..i kip on blewing things up...i cant kip hold on tat someone or something lyke i used to...siriusly...tis is the FACT..even mi mama sae im such a hot headed protest girl nowadaes lyke things nvr did go ryte fer me...lyke wtH...becaoz of tat,mi fam r aso falling apart...evry matter has its fault..n the fault r awaes been blamed on me...can u imagine??all the weight of the werld on mi shoulder??I just wish i could vanish!VANISH OFF FREM TIS LIVING HELL DREAM REALITY!!wuld tat make me better?i dont think so.
Okaeh...i ddnt sae to nione xcept fer tat someone most dearest to me (YANA)abt mi personal prob....Mi fam...theyre not what it used to be...i run awaes frem the prob oni to find someone to consult...n its the frest tyme..i cried out..pouring all tears all the wae to some under blocks..there i called her...spilling werds tat came out straight frem deep in me...surprisingly..she shed tears together...i was touched..Tats wad i kol sister...someone hu'd be there wen in needs...she consol me..whipe awaes tears..shes evrything u ever xpected frem a tru fren...she evn walked me home evntho i insist not to...but hey,mi aunt,dad koll fer lyke a million tymes...*n the story goes*
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Too personal guys....n owhyah...am nt sure now to join The dance a not...ferstly i got two...one in skool n othr is the DANCE WORK.now,mi dad asking me not to join the dancewerk fer the fam sake..wad abt mi sake??nv thot of it??wardah wuld surely be furius...n all mi effort...gone to the SUX!nimind...tat....i will think bout it...
Mi charac?wad about it bitch??haiss....i get one,lost one,get one,lost again...wtH!!!wen isit gnna end???on the 5th...i found one..thot i would finally have found the one but nooo...turn out to be so fast...oni 2daes...wtF!the fastest infact...hes not moulding me but instead crushing me werst! guys,im not intrsted wit ur BULSHITTING AND ALL.got me?FUcker BUgger...Well....jus now i kip remembering bout tat someone....u guys mi frren wont xpect hu..a person frem the past...all the jokes,all the laughter...wadeva!i sound lyke a small peepy girly smushy bitch.fuck off...
OMFG!i fergotten to greet u guys in a more formly n good manner...so here it goes.*Haloo evryone,welcome to mi bloggy!!do tag me yah!its mi ferst blog alone here..muax!luv u guys!!*so thr it goes...heeee.... :)
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