Sunday, 26 August 2007
Dear Diary,Hi. Time check - 6:08 AM and it's a Sunday. My abnormal sleeping pattern is making a comeback but I don't seem to be amused at all.From my perch I observed the lunar scenery that my eyes made them look as if they move and swerve, move and swerve before getting to sleep after a 'Forever goodbye' with fifiq.im sorry mum.But apparently it's not approved.I'm just a miserable 15 year old girl.In life,theres certain things you have to choose.
Did i missed out something?somehow i felt i did.
I wrote a poem yesterday,the day before and another.I know it left me an impact to what i'm abnormally not.i used to hate poems,sweet talks..It gives me the creeps.But somehow,i shall not go any furthr.A week feels like a decade.
oh.Fyi,Hazim is jus a fren now.
I cant sleep so i decide to idle,trawling Friendster and same old shit-idiot hu cant spell.Shasaliana,her x frenster too..urgh!i hate it wen my conversation comes around,back to where i satrted.It's not cool.
I'm listening to damn old song,you know where it goes"Alwaes ther forever you and me,that's the way our life should be."Somehow i feel calm listening to it repeatedly.
Esplanade and suntec trip was great especially wit him beside.It seems more like a couple day out than a group somewhat after someone came at arnd 5.There were mira,yat,nifa,'D__L',me n Fifiq.Sadly,my they fetch me earlier than them and tats so lame.I never thought it would be our last meet up too.I should have steal his hug if i knew earlier it's gonna happen. :(
that's not cool.
We actually rush looking fer mummy's birthday cake,after the news of them gnna fetch me in about 20min times and its not easy to look fer perfect cake there kay.Not forgetting leaving fren.Im sorry guys.So Gloria Jeans caught my view and bought the cake there.'Royal Choclate' is what it's called.That cost 45 bx.He patiently helped me.There i go again.I can't help comforting myself bout him.Or issit jus that memories are still fresh?
OK done.
How I wonder. Would it be scary or just cool to run a lighthouse all by yourself? Scary at first thought. I would probably play emoxscreamo to shut out whatever scary noises or thoughts.
06:07