Tuesday, 6 March 2007
Geee...its been so long since i last post..Damn it!okaehh...u wouldnt imagine how things has pas by time...lyfe getting sucker initially but things gets better after a while..i could smile with pureness...i actually ran awae...awae frem mi misery,mi fam fer once to yana,n hearing dad's cries fer me back home.i cut those pain...seeing those blood dripping upon me wen i finally woke up.im ashamed.Scars makes me sick.Lucifer has got wad he wanted me to b n has manage to take control of me...Fuck it!but i manage to return to the path..n thers no end to it...I'm choking on mi Fear.Fear of loosing (them).Cutting skins n running awae frem home isnt the solution i knew tat now...but things happened n thers nothing to amend wen ure under the other side.someone ure not n arent awake frem ur nightmares..i need mi OWN angel..someone hu is me..someone hu feels mi pain,mi happiness,mi thots,mi love,mi confusion,mi agriness,mi jealousy & mi pureness...
Where were u guys!!!???where were u guys wen we needed support??FUCK NABEY!!on the 25th..the dancewerk..we stood there shamefully..building courage among us alone..Abandoning us u guys FUCK!i may look decieving frem the outside but i keep revengeness in the inside.U guys can never figure me out..I have amusingly Bad habits n i noe ure just jealous of it...I dont give clues to wad i am saeing..i play around wit ur werd...ur feelings are mi playground..untrustfull me,u can never guess...so if u guys need help,dont count on me...I'll slice u open,so you'll feel the pain...Be in mi shoe fuckers...
Guilt by truth,Hazim is the fiction of mi fairytale story...
Theres no denylation.
He's mine bitch!Dont show ur enviness :) Fuck it up...Wrap it n just dump it in ur hollow heart...we go out to orchard during school hours,skipping school isnt bad after all...he treat me for lyke i dont noe how much..since hes werking why not...n hes goin poly!!taking his motor lisence next year..wad more can i ask for frem him??i get anithing i want frem him...Hes mi(evrything)machine...
Frens??ask me about it u DUMBFUCKER...I'm not intrested.
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