Thursday, 8 March 2007
Dear Diary,
Tis eyes jus couldnt kip shut!urrrgghhh!!well its lyke 11.30pm n wad can i do??hmm..owh yah,Hazim jus came infront of the door jus a few min ago to gib me Pink Pokey(MI FAV!!)after coming back frem werk..hah..sweet issnt it?it was i think 11 jus now,hes been duin tis fer lyke i dont noe how mani tyme.....n owhyah buying fer mi bro his Gel aso(duhh!! -_-)..mi abng laa...kol him ask him to buy ferst befor meeting me..jumping here n there lyke frogs,afraid he might look BAD fer skool tom..wtH..poor Hazim have to go vista point...hais...PS:Mummy I wanna marry him..hah!! XP
Slowly n slooooowly im starting to have feelings fer him..yeahh!!i mean tats wad mi mum awaes wanted me to..toking about how good he is...bl@bl@bl@...
**************************mum's toking to me****************************************
"THIS LOVE THAT LEAVE SO FAST,THIS LOVE THAT COME SO EASILY.THIS LOVE YOU BREATH."
Shit!!bugger!!urrgghh!!she jus saw Hazim walking wit a girl jus now...she sae tat Hazim was looking in mi room..wtHACK!ddnt see any girl outside the house jus now????!!!!
And mum if ure reading this,i would like to plead to let me have a norm teenage lyfe ma..pls ma..gib me mi privacy..tis blog is the oni thing to pour out mi feelings n to let go mi frust..please ma im begging..i will change mi URL nomatter how hard or how difficult it will take...tis blog is lyke mi Grib ma...it prevent me frem blowing n do such stupid things again...i noe u love to read about ppl but pls ma..i rili rili nid mi privacy..i feel ashamed ma..i rili rili hope u understand a girl's feelings...n i noe u can..dont worry ma,i still love u...i wont get so drifted awae...i wan u to gib ur trust in this...Jus tis ONE...i noe u wan me to b lyke others lyke Nurul,those hu never kip ani secret to their mum n pray n all but ma(fer wad they sae frem their own mouth),tats oni in TV..they sae tv r jus those hus living in their dreams...everyone has secrets tat they kept inside them...
Can i jus think that every guy are jus jerk??can i set mi mind to it??n tat i sae to mahself evrytyme wen i think i might attract to them to jus make use of them,the guys...?i think they deserve it. :)
I'll take back mi werds about marrying him now*
I dont noe!i dont noe!i SHALL ask him hu isit..hmm...good idea...so...the future will be in his hand hun...owhyah..i jus remember tat yest nyte i dreamt tat IRFAN BECOME MY PACAR!!!wadoooooooooooooor!!!sirius,i could remember the sweat wen i woke up..GOSH!!hahah...~Evil laugh~so i tell him bout it aso laaa n i xpected him to say lyke tis"APEH???NGAN NAP???TAK MUNGKIN!"but.....walau!instead he can sae summore hu noes the future n he was so cool bout it... ???????? gilak??
Tom got running at Bishan park...hais...boriiiing..im not 100% recovered yet..so chances i might either collapsed or out of breath n die laa tom...Bagghh!!n im not hoping to bump into Nabil tom at the mrt station..sori i ddnt have the courage to sae tis to you jus now..i mus b the cowardest freako.jus pray tat mi hopes will come tru yah n nomore quest ask.*
GREEN>>>>ORANGE tats me!!hah..will b joining orange tom..as norm..fer wardah...hais...so see u in orange!
**I'm utterly Happy yet Sad**
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